my hips dont lie

Aug 29

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sexuallyfrustratedkoalas:

I think the best way to explain what it’s like living with Borderline Personality Disorder is by saying that it’s like you’re an exposed nerve. One moment you feel amazing and you feel like you’re on top of the world. But once someone says or does something its like…

Aug 29

I think the best way to explain what it’s like living with Borderline Personality Disorder is by saying that it’s like you’re an exposed nerve. One moment you feel amazing and you feel like you’re on top of the world. But once someone says or does something its like that nerve was just cut. You’re in pain and you feel like it’s the end. You feel like this for a while and then everything just goes numb. You aren’t upset anymore but you aren’t happy either. You don’t feel anything. There are days where you want to be alone. And others where you need someone around. And when they aren’t able to be there. All hell breaks loose, it feels like you just lost everything. Like you were holding your whole world in your hands and you lost your strength. At those times, you feel like you need something to confort you so badly that you do things you don’t want to do. You hurt yourself just to feel something. Because that feeling of pain is 100x better than how it feels when someone leaves you. It’s hard to keep friends or have relationships because you get attatched so quickly. Then the moment they aren’t around, you feel broken. You hate them, you want them to suffer, it’s all their fault. But at the same time, you sit there and think that maybe you’re the one to blame. That maybe you didn’t say the right things or act the right way. In some relationships, you would do almost anything to keep someone around. That person could be abusing you or manipulating you and you wouldn’t even care because you just want someone to stay by your side for once. You never know how to explain what it’s like living with BPD because when you try to explain it, you sound crazy, like you should be in an insane asylum. Everyday is a challenge. You’re fighting with your mind every second of the day. Except for those rare moments where you feel like everythings okay, but that’s just the calm before the storm. You just want to be loved and accepted. You just want someone to stay.

Aug 29

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sexuallyfrustratedkoalas:

One time in 7th grade I had a crush on this boy and I went on his Facebook and was looking at some of his older pictures and I accidentally liked one from like a year ago and I was just sitting by my laptop crying because I had school the next day so I would have to see him and it would be awkward…

Aug 29

psyducked:

party time

Aug 29

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sexuallyfrustratedkoalas:

One time in 7th grade I had a crush on this boy and I went on his Facebook and was looking at some of his older pictures and I accidentally liked one from like a year ago and I was just sitting by my laptop crying because I had school the next day so I would have to see him and it would be awkward…

Aug 29

One time in 7th grade I had a crush on this boy and I went on his Facebook and was looking at some of his older pictures and I accidentally liked one from like a year ago and I was just sitting by my laptop crying because I had school the next day so I would have to see him and it would be awkward so I ate like 3 bananas so I would throw up because Im allergic so I wouldnt have to go to school the next day but I ended up having to go to the hospital because I got a rash and my throat started swelling up and all this shit so I stayed home for like 2 days after that so long story short I almost died in 7th grade to avoid seeing a boy because I liked an old picture of his on Facebook and if that doesnt sum up the way I act when theres a guy I like perfectly I dont know what can

Aug 29

toralei:

when people send your friends anon hate

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Aug 29
Aug 29

Im such a loser like Im too scared to say hi to this guy in my last period class. He looked at me during class and I got like butterflies in my stomach

Aug 29
lilysinthefall:


A UFO caught on tape!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

get out

lilysinthefall:

A UFO caught on tape!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

get out